With the passage of the pandemic, I had a highly toxic relationship that wore me out completely, ruined my life, and not only mine, but that of my family, there came a time when I decided to end it, but there were times when I wanted to go back and give him a chance to really change, but it was not so, everything got worse, his actions and those of his close ones every day took me further away from him, I felt lost.

Already decided, I began to work hard to get out of there, I could not stand another day, my life was falling apart, I was in a deep black hole, from which I did not believe I could get out, because even threats, humiliations and manipulations I had to endure, if something was clear in everything is that I did not deserve that, much less my children. I lived one day at a time. I put an end to everything and dedicated myself to my work, accepting the sentimental and moral support from a distance from Richard, who helped me to survive. My heart and soul were broken.

Months later, I lost contact with Richard, although it was very sad to say goodbye, I felt good, because I had never met anyone in my life who had given me a nice and uplifting affection, so that memory helped me to continue.

The pandemic was holding me back from taking concrete actions, from moving forward faster, and my health was deteriorating day by day... Until one day, I just left there, that day I felt so bad that I thought I was going to die on the way, it was a very long trip, many hours, he didn't even know I was going and I swear I didn't either, I really wanted to see some houses for sale in the area, of course I had nowhere to stay, so on the way, I surprised him.