concer-music community-my chemical romance-i'm not okay(i'm promise)by: samuelstifen

hello friends of the music community, I'm @samuelstifen, how are you guys? I hope we're always healthy. Because the weather here is currently rainy season here and I don't know if it's raining there or not, I hope friends can still take care of their health. .
and even though I'm not feeling well today, I'm happy to be able to give my best performance.
Even though this isn't good or has some shortcomings, I hope you guys like it.

and today I brought a guitar cover of the band's song My Chemical Romance entitled I'm not okay.
which was released in 2004 and
My Chemical Romance is a music group from New Jersey, formed in September 2001 by Gerard Way and Matt Pelissier. Currently, the band consists of Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Ray Toro, and Frank Iero.
This band is of alternative rock, pop punk, emo, hardcore punk rock, hard rock music.
My Chemical Romance is quite famous as a legendary band in the United States, because the band is famous everywhere.
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Yes, actually the meaning of this song is quite crazy, because this song is about his partner Gerard Way who spread vulgar photos of him with another man, Gerard Way (vocalist of the band) was hurt after the woman he loved rejected him and had this perverted man. It turned out that her choice was wrong and the girl complained to Gerard Way. It turned out that he didn't care because he was hurt. In the end, he mocked the girl back and said he was fine (even though he wasn't fine) when he saw the girl being stripped naked by another man.
Seeing an incident like that is very sad, we feel hurt, disappointed and we don't know where our minds will go. We always look fine even though we are not fine.

To be honest, seeing the story of this song is a little crazy, I also have difficulty interpreting it, what I can interpret is probably not that much. Maybe this song is about the importance of honesty in relationships. Gerard Way probably doesn't know that the woman he loves has slept with another man, and the man knows. The chosen one was very evil. Maybe Gerard Way was disappointed to hear that she had slept with that man.
and when the girl came to Gerard Way, he already knew and said she was fine, even though she wasn't fine.
Maybe what we can get is that feelings don't have to follow logic all the time, instead our feelings are broken and disappointed.
because maybe just to keep the relationship good he keeps saying he's fine even though he's not fine.

Maybe the meaning of the song that I interpreted is a little confusing. I'm sorry, if friends also know about this song, we can tell you about it in my comments.

LYRICH-I'M NOT OKAY(i'm promise)

Well, if you wanted honesty
That's all you had to say
I never want to let you down
Or have you go, it's better off this way

For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you
That it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay)

To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook
For the last time, take a good hard look

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book
But the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay now (I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay! (Trust me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay, I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
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and maybe that's all I can give in terms of the appearance and meaning of this song, I hope my friends like it. I say THANK YOU.