Maybe I’m getting too old to keep up with certain changes

Hiya!

I pushed myself to do this and it felt good!

I am catching you up with the changes in the last few weeks about my future at the Spa!

Overall, I'll keep myself as a hotel employee, with a permanent contract and all but with new management! Many changes were made, which was predictable, but I guess I got overwhelmed with it!

Forgot to say the closing time is lunch time for 2 hours, which can be a peaceful time at the spa, but we the Spa also manage the door for the wet area (jacuzzis, sauna, steam room). But with the anonymous complaint, one of my co-workers reached an agreement with the spa managers and I ended up doing the same, so we only have 1-hour lunch like always and we stay at the reception at their second lunch hour...I was actually open to the 2-hour lunch time but they asked me not to do it...sooo I keep the same shift as always..at least that didn't change lol

But as an anxious overthinker all of this messed up my head lol

I'll be strong keep my cool and go with the flow!

There are good things with this: we are not alone anymore with more therapists coming in, I have my days off as Sunday and Monday, one day for David and one for myself!

Ah I remembered one bad thing: I won't be doing reception work anymore with them around so I cannot thread or do other online stuff on the spa PC anymore ahahah there is always the phone but I try to keep it in my pocket as much possible when I am near them for now lol

Second bad thing: not only losing the same day off as my husband, but also Thursdays were my nutritionist appointments, which I don't wanna lose but I'll manage, I hope! I won't lose my weight-loss track either!

Do you see why I'm anxious? And eventually stressed lolol so many things!!

I'll be strong!

Enjoy the video!