My original songs, My Love by ubay

Hello today i just try to create another
original song, and it just happened.
i sing with my heart and the lyric
just created like that.

this song is for my girlfriend who
cheated me, but i still love her, until now
instead she have married right now
and i lost my way now,

in fact, i lost my way because i have broken
heart, i just cant control my self,
so i do the bad thing, i waste my money
my time and my carreer on job,
i do gambling to fill the space on
my hearth and i cant focus work
on my job instead i have a good job
on cigarette company

and now i have nothing, all that
i have is rent and my clothes, but
i want to try but it is to heavy to walk
away from the reallity,