ORIGINAL LYRICAL POEM - UNDERNEATH

Here is an original lyrical poem written and narrated by me...

Underneath this joy and shine, lies a lowly soul
A fervently depressed one... so very depressed.
But however could you know so?
When my joys hath masqueraded the rest.
Do not ever mind my seeming,
For I have been terribly misunderstood.

When you see me proclaim out loud
know that deep within I seat still in silence.
That my heart is not surely out there...
But if indeed you do see me... Know that I have failed in my abstinence.
Do not ever mind my seeming,
For I have been terribly misunderstood.

And If ever I claim to be the happiest,
If this notion depicts in my tone.
Understand that this is far from truth
And that I do so alone.
Do not ever mind my seeming,
For I have been terribly misunderstood.

Even when I move along with the crowd,
do not think I haven't any passions that I seek
And that I do not have my own mind
I have a mind, I am not stupid or feeble, merely only meek.
Do not ever mind my seeming because I have been terribly misunderstood.

And shall I ever claim to have the most love,
that it heavily flows from my heart like a flood.
Realize that this us certainly not my belief
and that I have only simply been disconnected from God.
Do not ever mind my seeming,
For I have been terribly misunderstood.

If I claim to have life
by all the "goodness" I have done.
Know that I have mislead thee...
For in this falsity, I have fled - forever gone...
Do not ever mind my seeming,
For I have been terribly misunderstood.