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When I read the theme of the week, this song immediately came to my mind and I know I wasn't the only one who had this happen to me. In every post I end up revealing something personal and this time I must say that all my life I have belonged to a church or have been surrounded by believers. I have lived and get along well with people who are not believers and I can even understand them, especially when I decided to study a career in science, when even professors give quite understandable reasons why they do not believe, in the end there are things in life and in the world that have no scientific or logical explanations and just have to turn to faith in some way to give some answers that make no sense at all.
Hello beautiful people of the HIVE OPEN MIC community here @eudarcabello and this time to participate in the week 159 titled A good friend. With this song that surely is an obvious choice for many this week, I can feel the connection in many ways, this song is often used in churches or Christian cults, it is called "Jesus my faithful friend" you may already know it or at least you have heard it once, but it is usually one of the most beautiful and loved by believers.
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My mom was married and in that marriage she was pregnant with 3 boys, the first one was the only one who died because he had the umbilical cord wrapped around his neck and she told me that she had to have an emergency cesarean section because the anesthesia had not even taken effect when she started that procedure, I do not know if she still believes her today, summarizing this part the rest of her pregnancies she had to have us by cesarean section. Focusing a little on me is that my dad could not have biological children and I inherited that and all his health problems, I studied for a year and a half Bioanalisis before returning to Biology and when I did the spermatogram I realized that my sperm at least all I saw are not compatible with life, but in my case I do not want to have biological children, my dad wanted and with faith my mom and he had me.
I was born with a brain injury, I think it was not compatible with life either and here I am still here. It led my mother to turn to religious faith, since as a child I had convulsions and my parents did not want to lose me and I had strong medical treatment, it seems that my mother looked for different churches where she could feel that God listened to her and would make me stay alive. She always ended up changing and as a personal comment, believers can be very critical, my mom never married and after I was born she separated from my dad, those comments I think made her move away to different churches. Where she spent most of her time and where I spent my childhood was in a Seventh Day Adventist church, and then I think she heard the comment when she took a boyfriend to church and he did not want to convert to Christianity, she wanted to stay for me and I guess that made us stay for a while, then I started high school and it was me who did not want to go, there were many activities and there was no church near where I lived. She ended up going to different protestant churches that were very common where we lived and she wanted me to go and it was like that until she passed away, thanks to God I managed to overcome many of the health problems I had, the same bad genetics did its thing and I am insulin-dependent diabetic, that is why my mother always wanted me to be close to God according to him.
Well I know that those who consider themselves good believers can crucify me for understanding the non-believers, since they usually say that you can not be with God and the devil, I do not see it that way, I respect the freedom of faith, I often say that I am and non-believer. I tried to summarize at the beginning of the post that even those who claim to be non-believers in the end have to rely on some form of faith to deal with things that simply have no other answer than that God or the faith you profess to have wanted it that way. I know I'm by no means the best singer, but I still tried to do a good job and serve as a tribute to this song. I am very grateful for all the good things that have happened to me and the bad things I have been spared, for your visit and support, you are invited to follow my new posts. Many successes with your content and see you next week.
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