Sin embargo, solo utilicé unos zarcillos que hicieran juego con mi maquillaje (mismo que se puede apreciar mejor en el vídeo).

Las fotos fueron tomadas en la flor de Venezuela, y les confieso que no venía a este lugar desde que tenía 11 años. Así que por esa parte fue genial.

Todas las fotos son de mi autoría tomadas por mi equipo de producción que se compone de mi padrastro y una amiga ❤️

Ellos también me ayudaron a grabar y hago está mención especial para agradecerles por su apoyo❤️

Y por último pero no menos importante, volver a hacer mención a todas las participantes, y agradecerles también, de ustedes saque la inspiración y parte de mi fuerza para seguir cumpliendo (con este reto en específico), y recordarles que ustedes pueden, todas podemos, yo ya estoy orgullosa de sus trabajos, y que toda esta experiencia, descubrimiento y cambio, vale como no se imaginan.

Gracias por leer mi post y espero te haya gustado mi vídeo, seguro nos leemos pronto ❤️

Créditos:
Edición del vídeo: App CapCut

Fuentes de la música:
https://pixabay.com/es/music/rock-sabotage-144337/

Music by Oleg Fedak from Pixabay

ENGLISH VERSION

I know it's late and unpunctuality is penalized, however, I didn't want to stop sharing my participation with you.

If there is a challenge that I didn't want to come, it was this one. I still remember when the first post came out announcing the event and how everything would be, I still remember that first time I read "runway challenge" and my stomach felt a little contracted. When it came time to do the first one, I must admit I couldn't, I watched my video, I judged myself, I condemned myself, and I didn't have the strength to participate.

What changed?

This competition has gone beyond a simple beauty pageant, to see so many women discovering themselves, shining, and daring to show who they are and how they are, to see you, who I know some of you will be reading me, inspires me. Seeing the strength you have to dare.... If you can Why can't I? Insecurities are something immense, and no one is exempt, we can't judge, and even having this clear, I couldn't stop judging myself.

Something happens with the videos that makes me panic: It's all very real.

And what do I mean by this?

With photos I feel in my safe place, lots of poses, a thousand photos, and 3 that come out well. In a way, I can adapt my image, with the right angle and the right light, I can look the way I want to be seen. With videos, that doesn't happen.... At least not with me. My video experience is null, recording myself was exposing myself, and for some reason, this gave me (and still gives me) some fear. That self-imposed self-demand consumes me, and a lot.

But, watching last month the participations of many of the participants.... I felt... In a safe place. Reading their supportive comments with others, watching how they modeled, how they dared.
Anji, who's going to judge you, and I realized it's just me.

This is my first runway challenge, I know I can improve, in and out of the competition, but there is always a beginning, a benchmark, and this is mine. I did what I could, and although I recognize that maybe my modeling shots are not so many, for me it represents something bigger on a personal level, so the simple fact of sharing it, is enough.