“Glimpse” - A Serious Painting

Well, hello!
It`s been a while! All my attention was on myself and my analog life these past months and I didn’t feel like sharing any of it. It was a lot of thinking, experiencing, dealing with the world, feeling. And none of it wanted to be put in words.
But I still produced some art, did some digital painting every now and then, and now that we’re settled in a nice house in the Bulgarian countyside (with 13 dogs ^^) until spring and life moves much quieter and slower, I feel it’s time to share it.

I don’t know exactly when I painted this one, but it must have been a time when I felt much more serious than I do now ^^ I know it might look rather funny and weird to some of you, but I remember I thought it quite serious back then. Not happy and cute like most of my other work. But I do like it a lot, and I hope it might tell you something.
I almost never think about a painting before I start, I just start and see what wants to come through.
Below in the process video you can see that it changed a lot, that I moved things around, experimented with different objects to fill the canvas and erased a lot. It’s really all intuition and trial and error, sometimes something might look good at first, but it doesn’t feel right to me.