Who's JellyVine 😅

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Hey guys, so 3-6 kind of want to record a trailer video, like something that will make people watch my video. Actually, I don't really mind if no one is watching, but I will be so grateful if the man is watching. Anyway, I have bomb questions here, so that, you know, it will spark some thoughts as to what I will share. So, about me? Who am I when nobody is watching? Honestly, I'm the opposite when nobody is watching. But I think some people... close to me would think otherwise they think I am so transparent about this. I love violence. I love watching those vigilantes, like, I love watching blood splatters, sort of things, yeah, especially when I'm angry and I need that anger energy to do the chore, you know. I've been working hard my whole life, oh, yeah, I think I'm working hard my whole life. It's not all the physical work, more like brainstorming, sort of things, because I'm the eldest daughter, and I need to pay some way for my siblings, something like that. So, yeah, I need that anger. energy to keep on going. What kind of person would enjoy listening to me? I think people who love to think deep about life, or more like someone who is morally going. Someone who thinks killing is mercy. Yeah, sort of person. What do I spend hours thinking about? I tend to think about my finances, my future. Honestly, as someone who is unmarried and is not in a relationship. It's so funny that I keep thinking about my future. But more like I'm thinking about when I will die. who will be there on my wake, something like that, and also what will happen or how will my family react? I'm thinking about how will I die, like, should it be an accident, calamity, or I be just sleeping and I won't be able to wake up anymore, something like that. What questions have followed me throughout life? Honestly, it's all about why some people are privileged and others are not. But lately, I realize that privileges have this sense of, you know, payback. Like, you are privileged in one aspect of your life and then the other... We will be kind of deprived of it. Like, let's think of it the simple way. Like, if someone has money, great parents to support him or her, she or she is privileged in that way. But the freedom, I think... he is deprived of it. Like, you cannot just decide on your life because you have to consult your parents and you have to prove yourself that you are worthy to be, you know, spent on money, something like that. Because it's how life is. And I'm grateful that I'm born poor because most of... decisions I made in my life. I made it myself, like, I don't have to beg, I don't have to persuade my parents to let me do things, especially changing religion. I am born in Roman Catholic family, and then in high school, I was around a third year or fourth year, I came to... be in religious, oh no, spiritual awakening, I think. I've been a very negative person, and then I came to no, try to, tend to embrace the negativity and the ugliness of human nature. Yeah, let's think about it some other time. Next question. What, what experiences shape the way I see the world? I think it's my upbringing that I'm being raised by my grandparents and books, yeah. I don't know if I already posted it, but there are three books that create on how I think. First one is Matilda, but is written by Roll Dile. that what made me read books, read it, read some more, and then enlighten, broaden your perspective, and then the other one is Mary Lennox, that's the secret garden of Burnett, something like that, and it made me find pleasure in planting, like. vegetables, flowers, and butterflies, like, yeah, it's because of Mary Lennox. Actually, Mary Lennox is a Guampe character, and I really resonate with her. And the last one is Anne, a green gimbled. It made me daydwin about life, like... If you don't like your circumstances, which situation you are in, you can just daydream about beautiful things, something like that. So, about my channel, why did I start creating content? Basically, I record myself, it's just to keep my thoughts captive. It's because if I am recording myself, I mean... I will be able to analyze my train of thoughts and I can, you know, zoom out and see myself like, is this logical or not? Something like that. So yeah, basically I'm just talking to myself. What do I hope people feel after watching my videos? Actually, I want guys and ladies to resonate that. It's okay to be not normal. It's more fun being weird. And, yeah, I hope there is some sort of, like, feel heard or feel not alone in this. No one actually escaped life unscate, so yeah. And who am I talking to when I make videos? as I've said, yeah, I'm talking to myself, my future self, but during this time, this is how you think about life. So yeah, that's it, bye.

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