hive open mic week 172-diary depresiku(guitar cover)by samuelstifen

Hi friends, greetings to all of us in this community, thanks in advance to God who has given us all the breath of life until now we can meet in this community and support each other.
I'm @samuelstifen from Indonesia, I'm with my blue guitar heheh, and it doesn't realize that now the #openmic has entered its 172nd week.
For the Hive Open Mic 172, the following theme: "Family." This theme was chosen by Artist @edwardstobia.

With this theme, I don't know whether to be sad or happy to tell about family.
maybe there are some families whose families are messy or doing well. But with the circumstances of 2 different families, you must have heard it a lot. For now, maybe many small children who are still 5 years old have to live their lives with families with broken homes. With their parents having to separate, that must be very sad.
why do I want to tell you about broken families instead of good ones? because at that time I was in that position.
Parents, please, when your relationship is broken or not going well, think about it. Small children must be strong with circumstances. Be the head of the household who can make the family good and peaceful because every child misses the hugs of their parents.

for the 172nd week of the guitar cover me and blue from the indonesian national band the name of the last child band the song is called diary depresiku
This song really has a very deep meaning, I even cry when I miss my parents.
The meaning of the song Diary Depresiku tells about street children who want love and attention from their parents. However, because his parents divorced, the child's life began to fall apart and he had to survive alone.

Last Child is a music group from Indonesia which was formed in 2006. This music group has 3 members, namely Virgoun (vocals and guitar), Dimas Rangga (bass), and Ipank (drums). This music genre is pop and rock.

and this band is a street band that must survive to find food, over time this band is famous and can change their life for the better.

[source](https://id.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Last_Child_(grup_musik)

lyrich-diary
depresiku(indonesia)

Malam ini hujan turun lagi
Bersama kenangan yang ungkit luka di hati
Luka yang harusnya dapat terobati
Yang ku harap tiada pernah terjadi

Ku ingat saat Ayah pergi, dan kami mulai kelaparan
Hal yang biasa buat aku, hidup di jalanan
Disaat ku belum mengerti, arti sebuah perceraian
Yang hancurkan semua hal indah, yang dulu pernah aku miliki

Wajar bila saat ini, ku iri pada kalian
Yang hidup bahagia berkat suasana indah dalam rumah
Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan hidupku yang kelam
Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus bertahan

Mungkin sejenak dapat aku lupakan
Dengan minuman keras yang saat ini ku genggam
Atau menggoreskan kaca di lenganku
Apapun kan ku lakukan, ku ingin lupakan

Namun bila ku mulai sadar, dari sisa mabuk semalam
Perihnya luka ini semakin dalam ku rasakan
Disaat ku telah mengerti, betapa indah dicintai
Hal yang tak pernah ku dapatkan, sejak aku hidup di jalanan

Wajar bila saat ini, ku iri pada kalian
Yang hidup bahagia berkat suasana indah dalam rumah
Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan hidupku yang kelam
Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus bertahan

Wajar bila saat ini,
Ku iri pada kalian yang hidup
Bahagian berkat suasana indah dalam rumah
Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan hidup ku yang kelam
Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus bertahan
Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus bertahan
Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus bertahan

lyrich diary depresiku(english)

Tonight it rained again
With memories that bring up wounds in the heart
Wounds that should be healed
Which I hope never happens
I remember when Dad left, and we started to starve
It's normal for me, living on the streets
When I did not understand, the meaning of a divorce
Who destroys all the beautiful things, that I once had
It's only natural that I envy you now
Who lives happily thanks to the beautiful atmosphere in the house
The thing that I always compare with my dark life
There is no pride for my life to survive
Maybe for a moment I can forget
With the liquor I'm currently holding
Or scratch the glass on my arm
Whatever I do, I want to forget
But when I start to wake up, from last night's hangover
I feel the pain of this wound getting deeper
When I have understood, how beautiful it is to be loved
Things I never get, since I live on the streets
It's only natural that I envy you now
Who lives happily thanks to the beautiful atmosphere in the house
The thing that I always compare with my dark life
There is no pride for my life to survive
It makes sense that at this point,
I envy those of you who are alive
Part thanks to the beautiful atmosphere in the house
The thing that I always compare with my dark life
There is no pride for my life to survive
There is no pride for my life to survive
There is no pride for my life to survive

Hopefully friends who are in this position with this song can be strong through their days with a smile. May God bless you and continue to do positive things for the people around you.
if my performance is not good, I apologize, I will fix it and give my best performance at the next open mic, and if there are mistakes in my words, I also apologize for my appearance, I thank you