My Breath hold says, be Gentle.

Hi HIVERS!

This is the day that hits me very hard and emotionally sad 💔😭.

Cause the father of my Mother. died, at the age of 80.
I was there when he chases his breath every single second, I thought that he will be okay, it's been 3 months that he endure that he has a sick and still fighting.

Last night. that I've been there by his side was 12:59am and I leave at 1:00am cause I have a guide and to take video shoot,

I didn't go to sleep that time cause if I go to sleep I will be late at my guide time, and later on I found out that my grandpa died at 2:36am and I feel very very very sad. cause I'm not there by his side although my mom and my aunt/uncle was there, but im totally down that day i didn't talk to much to my friends my self went down, everytime that day i think was only my grandpa.

Later on at the afternoon he get buried by a short time that all of the family gathers for the last time.

My grandpa said, that he was strong and energetic.
He said that if I died buried me at that day, I don't want to be at the funerary that takes my blood and inject formmaline to my body. and he maid here own Casket, cause he don't want to spend to much money by that and he want a simple funeral and his happy for that.

Thats all thank you and once again this is Christian Sabanal saying that stay safe and Godblessusall.