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Today without a doubt I woke up nostalgic, nostalgic for many things that have happened the previous year and the beginning of this year. Today I celebrate another year of life, 27 years old, I don't know when I went from being 9 years old to being 27.

Many memories and many experiences come to mind. At the end of last year, my mother developed a brain tumor again, I say it came back because she has already had the same surgery on other occasions, so I had to go to another state in Venezuela to be able to solve her health situation. Thank God everything went well.

But we have had this fight for several years, on this occasion we thought that the symptoms he had such as imbalance, vision problems, bitter taste in the mouth, among others, could be solved thanks to the operation, but it was not like that, despite being Operated on this occasion, apparently from so many times that the tumor has grown, it has caused damage, and this is reflected in the symptoms that I mentioned to you, it seems that she will stay with them for the rest of her life.

That's why the days have become complicated, my mom fights stress every day, the stress of depending on the family and me to do her things. She was a very active woman, she washed, cleaned, cooked, and now that she can't do it, now that she depends on other people to walk and help her with absolutely everything, she gets frustrated.

Day by day, we fight to maintain high morale and positive thinking, convey to her and encourage her that life is still beautiful despite the difficulties, but in the same way her self-esteem is not maintained.

In addition to this, my grandmother also died a short time ago, on behalf of my mother. As if what she and we have experienced were not enough, now my mother has a very great depression, due to all the situations of her health and the loss of her mother.

She is medicated to help her overcome her depression but it seems that it has not been enough, lately they are having schizophrenia attacks, or apparently that is it, my father and I are going to look for a psychiatrist to help us solve the situation.

I tell you this with tears in my eyes.

Beyond all this, I know that one day everything will improve and that there is a "LIGHT" at the end of the road, that everything will be fine, that everything will improve.

There is a light in the sky, in the stars, in the sun, in the little things, in what we see as something bad, but it is to learn more about this path called life.

If I had one wish to ask for on my birthday, it is that God allow me to have enough strength to continue fighting and helping my mother and my family.

Today I brought you this video of the song Happy Birthday🎂 because not everything is sad, we cannot ignore another year of life, with my friend the mandolin, I hope you have a happy night.
I tell you this with tears in my eyes.

Beyond all this, I know that one day everything will improve and that there is a "LIGHT" at the end of the road, that everything will be fine, that everything will improve.

There is a light in the sky, in the stars, in the sun, in the little things, in what we see as something bad, but it is to learn more about this path called life.

If I had one wish to ask for on my birthday, it is that God allow me to have enough strength to continue fighting and helping my mother and my family.

Today I brought you this video of the song Happy Birthday🎂 because not everything is sad, we cannot ignore another year of life, with my friend the mandolin, I hope you have a happy night.