When I posted in dbuzz about it I wasn't referring just to everyone. As a matter of fact, it was for me to think about my future. Although, there were just times it was very tiring. I felt exhausted that I just motivated myself through my thoughts so I would not forget why I am working hard. I'm not sitting in a chair of gold or in a bedroom full of money. That's why there is no room for me to act like nothing's going on or to be precise, no time for goofing around.

When you are poor, you need to keep on working hard even though you are feeling ill because of over-fatigue from working hard; You should force yourself or your body to keep going. Just like recently what happened to me these few days? I was not feeling well, my legs weakened, as if I was tired of standing. Well, it was to be expected since in the whole week, there was no day I miss working and traveling.

My wedding is coming and I haven't found enough amount to use. It's not that I'm thinking of a grand one but at least it can be remembered since it only happens once in a lifetime. I was so busy searching and earning money that I forgot to consider the limitations of my body. I thought there was no choice I could make since I'm not rich. There were those times I wanted to cry because of desperation but I just didn't by letting myself understand through quotes.

Then yesterday, I wanted to take a break from everything. I felt very stressed that I didn't know what to do. I decided to go to the beach to relax. The peaceful view of the sea helped me to calm down. The fresh blow from the sea wind helped me to take a deeper breath. It was a long day that I felt like I was alive again thanks to it.

I hope this short video will help someone to feel alive again just like me. I hope someone rewards oneself for taking a break from stress and enjoying it once. It was not easy to do, especially when caught up in thinking of too many obligations. Just don't forget that you can not keep going once you abandon the joy of life and focus on problems.

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ABOUT ME

_{Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.}

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