Some days are good and some are bad. Recently, I’ve been having more bad than good on a personal level. Dealing with a child who has mental problems and a personality disorder to boot is not for the faint of heart and is very gut wrenching, especially when it gets to the point that you have to let them go.
Yesterday was one of those days, and when I was putting this piece together, I began thinking about and picturing my son in my mind’s eye and it brought tears to my eyes while playing. I certainly wish things could have been different and so this piece is really special to me as it feels like a real auditory emotional release of the deep feelings I have for my child. I pray the Gods will guide him to become a better person and that one day I’ll have my son back.
Peace guys, Enjoy!