Need You Now | Lady A Cover

"It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call, but I lost all control
And I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now..."

It's so hard to explain my feelings for this song.
The point of being a musician is a lot of times you feel like your day falls in from the top after hearing a song like this.
And well, you were having a fun day before that moment.
There was one time I joined karaoke night that my buddy hosted. After he left, I went to the parking lot after him only 5 mins. That was when our favorite song by Taylor Swift "All too well - 10 mins version" came up by two girls singing inside. And oh my! My heart felt broken immediately and I felt like I couldn't stand up anymore. I called my buddy to come back and said "hey you they're singing that song!". I ran to his door after he arrived home with a coffee at midnight asking him to go to the beach with me or I'd die.

Thinking of that day again makes me feel so silly and funny!
My buddy said he used to be that way too, and those days will be gone, and be back again when we're having the most vulnerable days in life. Maybe something is changing, maybe it's a good breakthrough and just don't consider it as something too bad.

Now I'm trying to relate myself with this song. And yes I went through something like this. And sadly it had a sad ending just like at the end of the song, the story does not go anywhere...

Feeling like a blank is probably good sometimes, but a lot of times feeling like a blank is a very unpleasant feeling!

"Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all"...

Not sure how you gonna feel this song, but I feel that blank feeling more than anything. But hold on, enjoy the song and next time I'll get back to happy love songs again. Love is all around!

Hope you well there! Stay warm and pray for innocent humans out there suffering the war! 💖

Little Beatle ♫

Lyrics:
Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone cause
I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call, but I lost all control
And I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whisky
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call, but I lost all control
And I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now...