FIRE & THE TRUTH

At first learning about the truth of the world and how/who it runs really overwhelmed me.

I have been an aware individual all my life...i was contemplating thoughts of reincarnation, or dual realities, of illusury sensations, of life and how it worked as young as the age of 5.

I thought I was awake, but i was only aware...

Awakening is not easy...in fact it is a sort of death that must be experienced...but once you wake up you cannot fall back to sleep....

...and the truth...there is nothing more important to me than the truth...it's been my lifelong pursuit....

I have never lived a normal life, i was marked from the get go...yet I when I was asleep I wanted to be normal...even when I was aware...i wanted to be normal...just to be normal y'know? But when I awoke....i knew that daydream was over.

Sometimes...one must get burn to see the truth...

In regards to the system, learning about it all, everything coming to fruition...once you learn the truth...you can never go back...

there is nothing more overwhelming than the truth.