"Canci贸n Sin Miedo"(Vivir Quintana). Cover @itzchemaya...parte de mi historia de vida 馃馃従馃敟馃尭

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    itzchemaya

    Published on May 12, 2022
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    Buen d铆a para todos mis queridos Hivers. Hoy m谩s que el amor, me movi贸 la fuerza, el coraje, la valent铆a, la resiliencia.
    Hoy me movi贸 mi g茅nero, mis hermanas de la vida, mi bisabuela y mi abuela desde el cielo, mi madre y sus ojos tristes, mis hermanas de sangre, mis vivencias de fuego y sobre todo a la que quiero ver sonre铆r y ser libre mi hermosa hija.
    Yo no vengo a traerles una historia de princesas, vengo a traerles una historia de guerreras.
    Si, como lo coment茅 en el video, soy sobreviviente a la violencia de g茅nero, mi linaje femenino fue herido antes de mi nacimiento.
    Mi madre, creci贸 creyendo que el amor era dolor y termin贸 escapando, pero cayendo con un hombre violento; mis recuerdos de la infancia son borrosos, solo recuerdo los hospitales por mi mala salud y los ojos llorosos de mi madre,sus ojeras marcadas y en muchas ocasiones golpes y morados en su piel
    Finalmente, se divorci贸 y 茅l desapareci贸 por un largo tiempo de mi vida.

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    Good morning to all my dear Hivers. Today more than love, I was moved by strength, courage, bravery, resilience.
    Today I was moved by my gender, my sisters in life, my great-grandmother and my grandmothe鈦糕伕鈦糕伕鈦7r from heaven, my mother and her sad eyes, my blood sisters, my experiences of fire and above all the one I want to see smile and be free, my beautiful daughter.
    I do not come to bring you a story of princesses, I come to bring you a story of warriors.
    Yes, as I said in the video, I am a survivor of gender violence, my feminine lineage was wounded before my birth.
    My mother grew up believing that love was pain and ended up escaping, but falling in love with a violent man; my childhood memories are blurry, I only remember the hospitals because of my poor health and my mother's watery eyes, her dark circles under her eyes and many times bruises and bruises on her skin.
    Finally, she divorced him and he disappeared for a long time from my life.

    Crec铆 entre mis t铆as y abuelos, todos m煤sicos, poetas, maestros, m茅dicos, abogados, pintores, extra帽os y disfuncionales.
    Era la rara, la de las alergias y la que pasaba largas temporadas en los hospitales
    Mi padre y su intermitencia, sus visitas anuales que francamente evitaba. Crec铆 siendo la ni帽a que 茅l no deseaba, se cans贸 de decirme "quer铆a un var贸n, no a ti y mucho menos que heredaras el asma y problemas del coraz贸n ser谩s como tu mam谩".
    Viv铆 situaciones terribles a nivel de salud, d贸nde muchas veces se pens贸 que no llegar铆a a los 18.
    Sin embargo, los libros y la m煤sica se convirtieron en mi refugio sagrado
    Pero cuando las heridas familiares se desconocen y no se sanan las historias se repiten, me termin茅 casando a la misma edad que mam谩 sumamente joven y fu茅 lo mismo, violencia f铆sica, much铆simo maltrato, fueron 10 a帽os duros d贸nde no sab铆a si vivir铆a un d铆a m谩s para contarlo.
    Luego paso un a帽o y medio y en mi trabajo de locutora coincid铆 nuevamente con alguien que lamentablemente, al no sanar la vida se encarga de mostrarte m谩s de los mismo, el me ense帽贸 lo que era la violencia psicol贸gica.
    No hubo golpes f铆sicos pero si emocionales que terminaron de derrumbarme en 8 a帽os.
    En resumen 18 a帽os de mi vida entre las rejas de 2 relaciones cargadas de abuso.


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    I grew up among my aunts and grandparents, all musicians, poets, teachers, doctors, lawyers, painters, strange and dysfunctional.
    I was the weird one, the one with the allergies and the one who spent long periods of time in hospitals.
    My father and his intermittency, his annual visits that I frankly avoided. I grew up as the girl he did not want, he got tired of telling me "I wanted a boy, not you, and much less that you would inherit asthma and heart problems, you will be like your mother".
    I lived situations terribles at the level of health, where many times it was thought that I would not reach 18.
    However, books and music became my sacred refuge.
    But when family wounds are unknown and not healed, stories repeat themselves, I ended up getting married at the same age as my mother, very young and it was the same, physical violence, a lot of abuse, it was 10 hard years where I did not know if I would live another day to tell the tale.
    Then a year and a half went by and in my job as a broadcaster I met again someone who unfortunately, when life does not heal, shows you more of the same, he taught me what psychological violence was.
    There were no physical but emotional blows that ended up breaking me down in 8 years.
    In short, 18 years of my life behind the bars of 2 relationships full of abuse.

    Me sent铆a abatida, derrumbada, perd铆 peso de una manera acelerada sin raz贸n aparente, hasta que en medio de todo ese caos entendi que deb铆a salir a flote por mis peque帽os.
    Me fortalec铆 con la ayuda de esas amigas que te manda la vida, entrenaba a diario, horneaba tortas para vender, trabajaba constante e incansablemente, en las tardes asist铆a a terapia con una psic贸loga cristiana que jam谩s olvidare y los fines de semana me iba a la iglesia.
    Fu茅 duro y dif铆cil pero vali贸 la pena dejar todo eso atr谩s, mi vida cambi贸 por completo, me siento libre y feliz, me reencontr茅, segu铆 con mi amada m煤sica, me hice tan fuerte que le sonrio a las dificultades.
    He tenido que trabajar mucho m谩s duro, cantando, de fisioterapeuta, de maestra de ingl茅s y de m煤sica, de mesera, de repostera pero valorando de manera infinita cada uno de esos empleos porque jam谩s he tenido que hacer nada deshonesto para sobrevivir y tambi茅n porque ya no tengo un pu帽o que me marque la mejilla, que me amenace de muerte o que me rompa el alma.
    Mis cicatrices que antes escond铆a con verg眉enza y miedo, las llevo ahora con orgullo, porque sobreviv铆, porque no me he vuelto a callar, porque no me dejo, porque ya reconozco a los pendejos, a esos sapos que se disfrazan de princesos.
    San茅 mis heridas, limpie mi linaje, honr茅 a mis ancestros, para que mi hija pudiera conocer lo tangible de un amor sincero, no estoy educando a una princesa de cuentos, estoy educando a una futura mujer valiente, guerrera, valiosa, que se ame y est茅 llena de nobleza, sabia, tierna con esa mezcla de fuego, aire, agua y tierra.
    San茅 mis heridas, limpie mi linaje, honr茅 a mis ancestros, para que mis hijos sean unos hombres amorosos, respetuosos, protectores, honestos, fieles, generosos, atentos.
    De esos que aman con todo y los peros, que le dan la espalda al machismo y honran el amor primero.

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    I felt dejected, collapsed, I lost weight in an accelerated way for no apparent reason, until in the midst of all that chaos I understood that I had to get out of the chaos for my little ones.
    I strengthened myself with the help of those friends that life sends you, I trained daily, I baked cakes to sell, I worked constantly and tirelessly, in the afternoons I attended therapy with a Christian psychologist that I will never forget and on weekends I went to church.
    It was hard and difficult but it was worth it to leave all that behind, my life changed completely, I feel free and happy, I found myself again, I continued with my beloved music, I became so strong that I smile at the difficulties.
    I have had to work much harder, singing, as a physiotherapist, as an English and music teacher, as a waitress, as a baker, but I value infinitely each of those jobs because I have never had to do anything dishonest to survive and also because I no longer have a fist to mark my cheek, to threaten me with death or to break my soul.
    My scars that I used to hide with shame and fear, I now wear them with pride, because I survived, because I have not shut up again, because I do not let myself, because I recognize the assholes, those toads who disguise themselves as princes.
    I healed my wounds, I cleaned my lineage, I honored my ancestors, so that my daughter could know the tangibility of a sincere love, I am not educating a princess of fairy tales, I am educating a future brave, warrior, valuable woman, who loves herself and is full of nobility, wise, tender with that mixture of fire, air, water and earth.
    I healed my wounds, cleaned my lineage, honored my ancestors, so that my children would be loving, respectful, protective, honest, faithful, generous, attentive men.
    Of those who love with all buts and buts, who turn their backs on machismo and honor love first.

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    S铆, amo ser mujer, no s贸lo por los hermosos vestidos, el maquillaje, lo sublime, lo delicado y lo et茅reo.
    Amo ser mujer, por el fuego, la valent铆a, el coraje, la maternidad, la sabidur铆a, la sensualidad, el erotismo y el arte.
    No pretendo enmarcar mi feminidad en alcanzar su masculinidad, en imitarnos o compararnos con haza帽as.
    Hablo de honrar mi espacio, mi individualidad, mi libertad de elegir y caminar como me plazca.
    Que mi pintalabios o el largo de mi falda no te ofenda o provoque, al fin y al cabo mis pantalones nunca ser谩n iguales a los tuyos, porque mis curvas, mi piel y mi esencia marcan una constante y marcada diferencia.
    Que me gusta y disfruto porque me quiero y me acepto, sin medidas ni estereotipos, con o sin estr铆as, con celulitis y pechos peque帽os.
    No me hables de una historia que nos marc贸 con sangre, piedras y fuego.
    No me digas que no puedo, que no valgo, que no debo S贸lo >porque te adoctrinaron con un d茅ficit de amor y muchos complejos.
    Que el color de nuestra piel, la estatura, el g茅nero, la edad, no es adecuado para alcanzar nuestras metas o sue帽os, porque s贸lo debemos ser guardianas de un >hogar, con fines reproductivos, enfermeras, maestras, ni帽eras y camareras sin derecho a un salario.
    No me digas que no, porque cuanto m谩s lo haces, m谩s alto vuelo.

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    Yes, I love being a woman, not only for the beautiful dresses, the makeup, the sublime, the delicate and the ethereal.
    I love being a woman, for fire, bravery, courage, motherhood, wisdom, sensuality, eroticism and art.
    I don't pretend to frame my femininity in reaching her masculinity, in imitating us or comparing us with feats.
    I am talking about honoring my space, my individuality, my freedom to choose and walk as I please.
    May my lipstick or the length of my skirt not offend or provoke you, after all my pants will never be the same as yours, because my curves, my skin and my essence make a constant and marked difference.
    That I like and enjoy myself because I love and accept myself, without measurements or stereotypes, with or without stretch marks, with cellulite and small breasts.
    Don't talk to me about a history that marked us with blood, stones and fire.
    Don't tell me that I can't, that I'm not worth it, that I shouldn't Just because you were indoctrinated with a deficit of love and many complexes.
    That the color of our skin, height, gender, age, is not adequate to reach our goals or dreams, because we should only be keepers of a >household, for reproductive purposes, nurses, teachers, nannies and waitresses without the right to a salary.
    Don't tell me no, because the more you do, the higher I fly.

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    A煤n me queda mucho, por aprender, lugares que descubrir, caminos que recorrer, solo que ahora todo lo tomo en alegr铆a, en paz, en gozo, en el respeto a mi espacio e integridad.
    C贸mo consejo, les dir铆a que jam谩s se apresuren, que no renuncien a lo que aman por agradar a alguien m谩s, que el amor jam谩s debe doler, que primero debes amarte , para saber amar y sentir amor de verdad; que equivocarse est谩 bien, que levantarse es la norma y que sonre铆rle a las dificultades deber铆an ser parte de una sagrada ley; que la edad no te impide ser feliz mientras te conozcas, que te enamores primero de ti, antes de enamorarte de alguien m谩s; que no eres la media naranja de nadie, porque naciste completa, valiosa, capaz; que para correr hay que primero saber andar, disfrutando el paisaje sin af谩n; que los sue帽os se convierten en metas cuando te valoras y aprendes a confiar sin renunciar a tu esencia e identidad; no importa si te dicen loca, bruja, intensa o incapaz, esa es la red que lanzan para que no puedas volar, as铆 que huye, corre, el铆gete siempre y que solo te acompa帽e el que te pueda alcanzar, no para atraparte, si no para acompa帽arte en una merecida libertad.

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    I still have a lot to learn, places to discover, roads to travel, only now I take everything in joy, in peace, in joy, in respect for my space and integrity.
    As advice, I would tell them to never rush, never give up what they love to please someone else, that love should never hurt, that you must first love yourself, to know how to love and feel true love; that making mistakes is okay, that getting up is the norm and that smiling at difficulties should be part of a sacred law; that age does not prevent you from being happy as long as you know yourself, that you fall in love with yourself first, before falling in love with someone else; that you are not anyone's better half, because you were born complete, valuable, capable; that to run you must first know how to walk, enjoying the landscape without anxiety; that dreams become goals when you value yourself and learn to trust without giving up your essence and identity; no matter if they call you crazy, witch, intense or incapable, that is the net they throw so you can not fly, so flee, run, always choose yourself and only be accompanied by the one who can reach you, not to catch you, but to accompany you in a deserved freedom.

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    Me amo, les amo馃尲馃挄馃檹
    Me honro, les honro
    Me perdono, les perdono
    Gracias Dios 馃檹馃尭馃挒
    Gracias Vida
    Gracias Abuela, madre, hermanas
    Gracias Hija
    Gracias amigas

    馃尭馃挒馃檹馃敟馃挄馃尲
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    I love me, I love you馃尲馃挄馃檹
    I honor myself, I honor them
    I forgive myself, I forgive them
    Thank you God 馃檹馃尭馃挒
    Thank you Life
    Thank you Grandmother, mother, sisters
    Thank you Daughter
    Thank you friends
    馃馃従馃檹馃尭馃敟馃挒

    Es por eso queridos Hivers que aqu铆 les dejo este poderoso tema de Vivir Quintana "Canci贸n Sin Miedo"/

    That is why, dear Hivers, here is this powerful song by Vivir Quintana "Canci贸n Sin Miedo".

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    Posdata : Las fotos y video son de mi propiedad, Los separadores de @mayvileros , Los GIF de PEAKD y TENOR .
    La traducci贸n al ingl茅s es cortes铆a de DeepL馃槏
    En el post inserte el enlace del tema original para que tambi茅n puedan disfrutarlo.
    馃挒馃グ馃檹馃馃尲.

    P.S: The photos and video are my property, The separators of @mayvileros , The GIFs of PEAKD and TENOR .
    The english translation is courtesy of DeepL馃槏
    In the post insert the link of the original theme so you can enjoy it too.

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