I Am Not Usually Sharing This But Here It Is One Of My Way Of Healing

I believe that there's so much blessing that God gave to me.
Thus i understand that, i am scared a lot.
Greed is something so scary.
One of my biggest fear in this life is to have greed.
So to keep the boundaries in my heart and my head, i always try to give back what i get.
One of them is with sharing all the time, and especially regularly.
During this pandemic, i know that many people have it hard.
So thats why, i always try to help as many people as possible within my power.
There're many ways to do that, all of them including money, but one of the way is like this.
Rather than giving money out, this time i choose to bug something and then share it to many people.
This time, i bought 15 pcs of 5 kg bag of rice.
More or less it cost 1.000.000 for all.
I always took my siblings out to drive me and help me carry the things that i bought.
After that, i asked my neighbor to help me giving this to people that need it because i just feel awkward if i have to give it myself.
I kind of like to stay in the background as the wallflower.
Ofcourse, i will not show the video when i give out the products to other because that is totally not my style.
I believe that its okay to share that you're sharing but not really if showing the person that getting help except for some specific reasons.

I want to always repair my heart, taking care if my heart, and wiah i can do this more and for a long long time.