2 months since the invasion in Ukraine - refugee update

It has been just over 2 months since the invasion started. Life isn't getting better for either those still inside Ukraine or those who have gotten out and sought refuge in the neighboring countries. Normal does not exist anymore. The future is very scary. The fear of the unknown is very loud. Here in this video, I share some recent news about some personal losses, about the life here as a refugee, things some of us are facing mentally, about the things we have received, and also about how I am feeling two months after the invasion. Excuse me for how rough and unpolished my thoughts are, but it is difficult to talk about almost anything when your mind is not in the right place. Writing is much easier because I can my time and proof read everything 10 times, but on video, which feels more intimate and personal, it is very difficult to express my thoughts. I have been pushing myself to make a video for a very long time. But I could not bring myself to do it until now and it still took me a few tries to make a whole video. I must say that I am very thankful for all the people around the world who are helping the refugees and the people still in Ukraine in any way they can. I realize that people can get "used" to the war and slowly lose interest in helping those who are in need. And even then we all will be thankful for all that they have done for us. Most of my friends are scattered all around Europe. Some of my colleagues are in the western part of Ukraine, I have since made new friends with my fellow refugees. Everyday is yet another struggle. Everyday someone is losing contact with someone else or simply losing someone forever. Moreover, it is very difficult to start over. The recent attacks show that Russia has no interest in peace and it makes our futures evern more uncertain and scary.