Hive Open Mic Week 98 / Desde El Más Allá (Original Song) By @fernanblog

Hello friends of Hive and my Hive Open Mic family, I'm Fernando Benedetti from @fernanblog; it's an honor again to participate in this weekly call for global harmony and more now when the world is living tense moments because of what is happening between Russia and Ukraine. Let's raise our voices and say: STOP WAR!!!

Let's raise our prayers for all those people who are victims of the conflict: children, elderly, whole families; and let's keep the "Conversation with God" to send light to those who can stop what is happening and put an end to such an atrocity.

For this week I bring you a song that would be the 2nd part of a dream I had, it is an original song that in fact I had a hard time playing and singing it because I had a long time without practicing it. "Desde el más Allá" (From Beyond) is born from a dream I had where I died and after that I arrived to a place where I was judged and it was decided if I was going to heaven or hell.

While that was happening I saw from the heights my body lying on the ground, it was as if my soul had detached from the physical body, at that moment I was a spectator of myself. The place where I was was different from the previous one (I will describe it when I present the first part) it was a long and narrow road and on the horizon I could see how it was divided in two.

When I was going towards there, images of different moments of my life were projected around me, I saw specific moments of my adolescence and childhood that were very hard and that apparently were indicating me something that I had to decipher...

When I got to where the road divided, I did not know what to do, I just knelt down and started to cry while I asked God to let me return to my body and to the earthly plane; suddenly a very bright light illuminated one of those roads and a silhouette appeared that I could not see clearly. It was a person, it was a man, what is certain is that he held out his hand to me and when I grabbed his, it was as if something absorbed me, a kind of portal and when I woke up I was in a hospital with several doctors around me celebrating that I had opened my eyes.

As you can see, this was something crazy hahaha, but it has its reason, during that time of my life, I was studying through psychology that phenomenon that happens to those people who say they see a light at the end of the tunnel when they are on the verge of death. This phenomenon studied by psychology, psychiatry and parapsychology, caused a lot of curiosity in me to the point that I studied on my own the possible causes of this experience, that would be another story hehehe.

That dream, which I don't know if I should call a nightmare, was a premonition of something I had to do, something that would help me to drain the hatred I felt towards a person who did a lot of harm to my family during those years. Feeling that, hurt me for many years and this person, ironically was part of my family too. I had 2 choices: to let myself go with what I felt and fall into worse states of mind, or to come clean and talk to this person so that I could get rid of the feeling that I was feeling. I could get rid of the feeling that was slowly taking over me.

The dream was clear on that, the message was precise and I decided to talk to this person. After more than 2 hours of conversation with him, he asked for forgiveness and I forgave him, it was the stripping of the darkest chapter of my life. I will not go into details about what happened because I promised myself not to talk about it anymore, the truth is that thanks to that day my life took the course of love and compassion, that made me more human and helped me to understand more the origin of the worst decisions that a human being can take out of desperation and without being aware of the effect it can cause in those around him...

This song is the story of that divine sign that guided me during this process of forgiveness and that pulled out of me all emotion related to the dark side that we can unleash if we do not handle our emotions with intelligence.

After this experience my connection with God deepened even more and I have a more conscious and healthy spirituality. For this reason I wanted to put the picture of a rosary that I always have with me and that allows me to have always when I pray, a "Conversation with God". This rosary was blessed by a priest of a very special church that I attended while living in Cúcuta, a year before moving here to Medellín.

I hope you like the song and if you read up to this point, I greatly appreciate it ¡¡You Rock!!

Having known the story behind the song, I present my participation for week 98 of the Hive Open Mic, I hope you like it, thank you very much for the support you give me weekly, ¡so with that said... Let’s Rock!

Greetings to Mr. Armando Linares, thank you for choosing this special topic.